1. hiking on the 4th of july
2. playing ultimate frisbee in the park and being invited to come every monday
3. having friends invite you out thursday night
(friends! i hate friends-- maybe plural)
here is the thing. i am still not happy. i blame everything i can -- usually my job, sometimes alton. sometimes me. it is your fault you are not happy stupid stupid stupid girl
but then alton asks 'what do you want to change? if you quit your job what will you do?'
what will i do, internet? besides complain about not having a job again? complain about visiting my family again? complain about how lonely inside i am again?
oh wait, i'm always lonely inside. haven't you ever read my blog before?
